The Last Bloodcarver by Vanessa Le, ARC Review

About the book

The tantalizing romance of These Violent Delights meets the mechanical wonders of Cinder in The Last Bloodcarver , the first in a two-book debut – with a riveting medical magic system and lush Vietnam-inspired fantasy world.

Nhika is a bloodcarver. A cold-hearted, ruthless being who can alter human biology with just a touch. In the industrial city of Theumas, she is seen not as a healer, but a monster that kills for pleasure.

When Nhika is caught using her bloodcarving abilities during a sham medical appointment, she’s captured by underground thugs and sold to an aristocratic family to heal the last witness of their father’s murder.

But as Nhika delves deeper into their investigation amidst the glitz of Theumas’ wealthiest district, she begins to notice parallels between this job and her own dark past. And when she meets an alluring yet entitled physician’s aide, Ven Kochin, she’s forced to question the true intent behind this murder. In a society that outcasts her, Kochin seems drawn to her…though he takes every chance he gets to push her out of his opulent world.

When Nhika discovers that Kochin is not who he claims to be, and that there is an evil dwelling in Theumas that runs much deeper than the murder of one man, she must decide where her heart, and her allegiance, truly lie. And – if she’s willing to become the dreaded bloodcarver Theumas fears to save herself and the ones she’s vowed to protect.

My thoughts

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I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

When I came across this title on NetGalley, I was really intrigued by the premise, the Vietnamese-inspired world, and how the sci-fi elements would look like, and I have to say that The Last Bloodcarver exceeded all my expectations and beyond. It is true to its audience (YA) and has a very exciting, original worldbuilding, but more than anything, it has a message filled with nuances and complex feelings that I find both necessary and mesmerizing.

The book is told by Nhika’s perspective. Nhika is a bloodcarver, though her people call themselves as heartsooths. Nhika is truly ruthless and a no non-sense kind of character. She is a survivor who has hardened herself in order to go on living, a person who has lost touch with the essence of her heritage because the world has forced her to choose between that and survival. Nhika is a thrilling and interesting character because she’s so self-aware, painfully so. She’s curious but not enough to make wrong, senseless decisions based on that. She’s practical and competent, which is my cryptonite in characters.

I loved how the author portrayed Nhika’s complex feelings and how torn she is. We often see in fantasy “the last” etc and a mc who fights for survival, but The Last Bloodcarver is very different from all those novels because this one delves into the person’s divided personality. Being a heartsooth is outlawed and seen as an evil, vile thing to be, and yet, others use them for their own purposes. And while Nhika embraces that part of her, she doesn’t think she’s worthy of it because she has tainted it with how she’s used it so far, or rather, how her circumstances have forced her to use it. Her magic is an innate part of her, and yet, other characters will ask her to either stop using it to gain a better life or use it for their interests. But how do we stop being ourselves? How do we stop being the descendants of our ancestors? How do we forget our heritage and history? The author portrayed and reflected these themes so beautifully, so painfully. There’s even a deep meaning into how they call themselves and how the world calls them, a correlation between the essence of what they are and how the world perceives them. Every detail has a nuance, a meaning, a context in this book, and it’s honest. Brutally and heartbreakingly honest.

The author also explores being seen as “other” in a place that had welcomed refugees when the neighboring land was violently stolen and colonized by people who weren’t satisfied with stealing their land but also wanted to annihilate them. And if that’s not a timely theme, I don’t know what is….

It is about been understood and been seen, and I felt for Nhika and Kochin so much. Two sides of the same coin. One who’s never been understood and one who’s been horrifyingly used. One who grew into this violent and brutal world and one who was thrown into it. One who revers their magic and one who’s looking for their way back to it.

How the author weaves intriguing worldbuilding, different characters of all kinds of backgrounds, compelling voice, and important and heartbreaking themes is beyond me. I plead you to read this book.

This is no ordinary YA fantasy. If you want to read a book with a deeper meaning, honesty, and nuance, then you must read The Last Bloodcarver. I cannot wait for the sequel because that ending killed me!

*If you enjoyed the k-drama Gyeongseong Creature, you’ll like this one!

Dance of Stars and Ashes by Nisha J. Tuli, ARC Review

About the book

A love that burns brighter than starlight. A gift that could leave her world in ashes. It’s time for Zarya to release the fire within.

In the jeweled city of Dharati, Zarya found passion and adventure for the first time. A mysterious stranger named Rabin helped to free the power within her—a dark, ancient magic that should not exist.

Now, Zarya learns Rabin’s true identity. A warrior prince, born to rule, he is as deadly as he is beautiful. He’s also insufferable. Arrogant and superior, with dangerous secrets of his own.

Zarya wants nothing to do with him. Terrifying demons are gathering beyond the walls and Zarya’s friends are rushing to complete a ceremony that will protect the city. Her mind is fixed on saving her home and finding the origin of her magic.

But every discovery and every dream pulls her back to Rabin. Does an enchantment bind them, or is it pure desire? Will opening her heart give Zarya the power to turn back the demons, or will it let the darkness to devour her?

Dance of Stars and Ashes is the second book in an addictive series that builds from a slow burn to irresistible steamy romance. Packed with tension, action, and heart-stopping twists, it will keep fans of Sarah J. Maas, Jennifer L. Armentrout, and Rebecca Yarros reading late into the night.

My thoughts

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I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

Nisha J. Tuli never disappoints! Dance of Stars and Ashes, not only has a beautiful, lyrical title and beautiful cover, it is also another brilliant, heart-gripping book by Nisha!

But please allow me to fangirl and squeal and lose my mind into this review because this book is A DELIGHTFUL AND STEAMY PERFECTION!!!!

Zarya is such a firecracker!! Our girl grew so much in this book! She learned to believe in herself and she learned to grown into herself. On the last page, there’s a passage that encapsulates Zarya’s journey so well:

“These last months had changed her physically. She looked older and more confident. More sure of herself. She was ready for whatever life had to throw at her.”

And it’s so accurate. She dealt with a broody, frowning, distant and very handsome Rabin who was even harder to deal with in his groveling mode. She dealt with Row’s actions that hurt her so much to the point she’s traumatized, and who would blame her? She mentally dealt with her real lineage: a mother she never knew but who against all odds protected and still protects her, as well as an evil father who wants to take her power and use it for his own goals and purposes. And on top of it all, she studied and researched and learned more about magic and her powers. Torn between a good mother and evil father, torn between her magic’s ferocious and deadly nature: who is she? Is she evil? Is she destined to be used, destined to kill everything? It was a lot for Zarya to get her head around, and she did it in such a relatable, endearing way. I love Zarya so much! She’s the kind of heroine you’ll follow to the end of the world, a character who inspires loyalty and dedication, and a character who has indeed the best BFF in the whole universe!

My man, Yasen!!!! I love that man so much. He supports Zarya in everything she does. He’s the rock that is there for her plans to entertain the queen. He’s the shoulder for her to cry on. He’s the hot wingman of a friend, and he’s also the heart of gold with endless, unconditional love. He’s perfection, and towards the end, I was a growling, howling mess when I got so worried about him! Nobody should hurt my man, not even his author! I will riot!

Rabin, my obsession since I read the first book. We didn’t even see him a lot in the first book, and I was already obsessed with him, and now in the second book, he really showed his true powerful self. Because honestly, what’s not to love about a competent, powerful, and handsome male who doesn’t let anyone tell him what to do and who to be?!

The ending of the book went bananas with the plot twists, so I will just say that Rabin deserves an award for Most Delightful In Groveling Love Interest. He’s really good at it, and while I understand Zarya’s surrender, I wished we’d see him grovel even more. haha 😂 We learned some of his secrets in this book, but we have much more to learn, and I can’t wait!

“Sorry, about what, exactly? You have a thousand things to be sorry for!”

hahaha I laughed out loud. Go, girl, give it to him straight!

“I beg of you. Then I’ll let you go.” and “I’m everything you want me to be.”

and THIS!

“I’ll say it with my mouth,” he said. “And I don’t just mean words.”

My goodness, have mercy on our souls and bodies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The worldbuilding was rich and vivid, and I felt like I was there the entire time! And the plot OMG!!!! I devoured this book in one sitting, and I was squealing and gasping! I really don’t say more and spoil anything, but I’ll say this:

Dance of Stars and Ashes has the best combination of fantasy, romance, and character arc that I have ever seen. The magic system and creatures are all very fresh, very unique, very detailed. The romance is slowburrrrn, steamy, witty, and full of banter and secrets meant to keep us up at night. Well, we will be up at night either by the steam or the secrets or probably both, to be honest. And Zarya’s journey in this book demonstrates how good main characters become even greater: they grow and evolve, act on their own but also react to what is happening around them. Nobody has made Zarya stay and protect that city. She could leave any day. She chooses to stay and protect them, and that’s her own decision. Dance of Stars and Ashes also has an amazing character ensemble with characters of various backgrounds and identities, including an f/f friends with benefits and more relationship.

But my point is that there’s much more in Nisha’s books than steamy romance, and don’t get me wrong! I love steamy romance, and there’s nothing wrong with that! But Nisha’s books explore self-identity, self-love, friendship, and trust. They have beautiful, intricate worldbuilding and amazing character development.

I love very few characters as much as I love Zarya, Yasen, and Rabin.

Dance of Stars and Ashes is mind-blowing in all respects; it’s an absolutely phenomenal romantasy that will capture and ensnare you body and soul.

5 stars aren’t enough; I devoured it, and will devour it time after time again. You do not want to miss this beautiful steamy delight!

Highly addictive and very, very, very hot! Clear your schedule and have a fan near you when you read this, because you’ll need the time and air to process this beauty.

You can also check out my review of Heart of Night and Fire (Book 1 of this series) as well as my review of Trial of the Sun Queen (Book 1) and Rule of the Aurora King (Book 2) in the author’s Artefacts of Ouranos series.

Heart of Night and Fire is also on Instagram!

Trial of the Sun Queen is also on Instagram!

And here’s Rule of the Aurora King on Instagram!

Lore of the Wilds by Analeigh Sbrana, ARC Review

About the book

A stunning Romantasy debut about an enchanted library, two handsome Fae, and one human who brings them all together.

A library with a deadly enchantment.

A Fae lord who wants in.

A human woman willing to risk it all for a taste of power.

In a land ruled by ruthless Fae, twenty-one-year-old Lore Alemeyu’s village is trapped in a forested prison. Lore knows that any escape attempt is futile—her scars are a testament to her past failures. But when her village is threatened, Lore makes a desperate deal with a Fae lord. She will leave her home to catalog/organize an enchanted library that hasn’t been touched in a thousand years. No Fae may enter the library, but there is a chance a human might be able to breach the cursed doors.

She convinces him that she will risk her life for wealth, but really she’s after the one thing the Fae covet above all: magic of her own.

As Lore navigates the hostile world outside, she’s forced to rely on two Fae males to survive. Two very different, very dangerous, very attractive Fae males. When undeniable chemistry ignites, she’s not just in danger of losing her life, but her heart to the very creatures she can never trust.

My thoughts

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I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

I came across this title on Goodreads as it received good reviews, so I requested it on NetGalley when it became available. And I wasn’t disappointed!

Lore of the Wilds offers intriguing characterization, fae of color, and surprising twists and turns in the second half of the book. Overall, it’s an interesting romantasy that I recommend to all romantasy fans.

The book follows Lore’s perspective, and she is quite a compelling main character! I loved her curiosity as much as I valued her dedication to her people. She always thought of the people at her village, their hardships and their struggles, and I especially liked that she didn’t focus on revenge but rather her people’s future. She wanted to set them free and guarantee a future when they can thrive, not only survive. So often main characters concentrate on getting revenge, which takes up the entire storyline, and the aftermath, the building part that comes after liberation isn’t seen most of the time. I felt that it was a refreshing motivator that stands out in the fantasy shelves.

Asher was also a nice character, but I just never believed in him. I felt like we needed a more believable motivator for Asher’s actions to strengthen him as a character and, in turn, the romance. Even though we spent half the book building their relationship, I never believed in him, and I was just waiting for the other male fae and love interest to come along… This was only my experience, though! If you want more spoilery specifics, feel free to DM me!

The rest of the cast was multi-layered and fully fleshed out. Grey turned out to be the funny, delightful, supporting best friend we all need. Finn was an intricate, deeply nuanced character who definitely deserved more “page” time. Isla was a beautiful, surprising delight that the story really needed. While I do realize why we spent so much time on building the relationship with Asher, he is after all one of the two love interests, I do believe that the story structure should be different to allow more time to the other relationships to build. Isla became our new insta-BFF, for example. On the other hand, the slowburrrrrrrn relationship with Finn was the most believable of all. Perhaps, it was to show the difference between these two love interests and romance lines.

I worry that I sound too critical and that I didn’t enjoy this book, and that’s not true! Do I wish some things were different? Yes.
Did I enjoy the story overall? Heck yes!
Will I read the sequel? Heck yes! My girl Lore deserves to slay more, and my man Finn needs to show off his awesomeness more!

We got:
Beautiful prose!
Fae of color!!!!
Fresh and interesting main character! Lore is awesome! She’s curious and practical and daring!
Great BFFs!
A Brooding LI who isn’t the most talkative of the bunch and pretends to be more aloof than he is! A beautiful male who loves languages!! I love Finn so much!
A mysterious enchanted library!
SO MANY PLOT TWISTS in the second half of the book that WILL BLOW YOUR MIND and make you GASP!

Lore of the Wilds features a truly beautiful main character that you will root for from the beginning! And the romance will slay hearts in the next book! Definitely recommend this book to all adult fantasy and romantasy fans!

A Feather So Black by Lyra Selene, ARC Review

About the book

The Cruel Prince meets For the Wolf in a sizzling fantasy romance inspired by Celtic mythology, spinning a magical tale of a defiant changeling, her cursed sister, and the dangerous fae lord she must defeat to save her family.

In a kingdom where magic has been lost, Fia is a rare changeling, left behind by the wicked Fair Folk when they stole the High Queen’s daughter and retreated behind the locked gates of Tír na nÓg.

Most despise Fia’s fae blood. But the queen raises her as a daughter and trains her to be a spy. Meanwhile, the real princess Eala is bound to Tír na nÓg, cursed to become a swan by day and only returning to her true form at night.

When a hidden gate to the realm is discovered, Fia is tasked by the queen to retrieve the princess and break her curse. But she doesn’t go alone: with her is prince Rogan, Fia’s dearest childhood friend—and Eala’s betrothed.

As they journey through the forests of the Folk, where magic winds through the roots of the trees and beauty can be a deadly illusion, Fia’s mission is complicated by her feelings for the prince…and her unexpected attraction to the dark-hearted fae lord holding Eala captive. Irian might be more monster than man, but he seems to understand Fia in a way no one ever has.

Soon, Fia begins to question the truth of her mission. But time is running out to break her sister’s curse. And unraveling the secrets of the past might destroy everything she has come to love.

My thoughts

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I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

This book is perfection! There’s not a single imperfect sentence in A Feather So Black. Not a meaning to be missed. I’m so in love with it, and I can hardly wait for book 2.

If you loved The Cruel Prince and longed for his adult sister, look no more: A Feather So Black is very much the adult sister of The Cruel Prince, and that is the Highest Compliment I can give because The Cruel Prince is legendary.

A Feather So Black has a prose with vivid imagery; its cunning sharp as a sword yet its tenderness soft as a feather. The author describes the environment as vividly as if she lived in that world. Every image, every texture, every smell echoes through the pages immersing the reader irrevocably. In the beginning, I thought that this would be a novel I’d like but felt too wordy, but around 20% I think, I just fell completely and utterly in love with everything. Me who doesn’t like lengthy descriptions sought all kinds of setting descriptions out and drank them in (not that they were lengthy, to begin with). The worldbuilding is inspired by Celtic mythology, and I thought it was so fresh and unique! There’s simply no other word for it: I just fell in love with this world, these characters, and the undeniably compelling voice.

The book is told by Fia’s point of view. Fia is the changeling girl who was left behind at the castle when the Princess was taken. She grew up in an unkind, cruel world where non-humans are detested and hated. She grew up to become a weapon in order to be appreciated and loved. And the cruelest thing was that she thought she was loved. She swore her unyielding loyalty to a woman who kept telling her that she’s the only one who could ever love her, and Fia longed for that love, felt grateful for that love and she didn’t even consider why on Earth only she could love me? She thought she was loved when she was being controlled and confused a leash with love, and it was so tragic, so sad, so heart-wrenching to watch Fia feel like this. Even as I realized all this, I still felt for Fia because her portrayal was that good; I wasn’t annoyed or jested, I was deeply sad for her. And I rooted for her happiness more than I have for any other character I’ve read.

Our princeling, Rogan, definitely played his role very well. The best friend, the friend with benefits sort of, the one who got away and tried to get back. I liked him a lot, but I never saw him as endgame for Fia because 1. hello, Irian, my beloved, and 2. he called her changeling. Fia and Rogan had this playful banter where they called each other princeling and changeling. If you loved Fia wholly and unconditionally, if you loved every part of her, you wouldn’t call her a changeling as in the presumed name of her species. It was something that I had in my mind every time he did it. And then, he showed all the more how weak his character was.

Whereas Irian has maintained a strong heart since he was a child, being hunted for his bloodline. Even at his lowest, he showed more strength, more grit than Rogan ever did. I was so worried that Irian would get hurt because he was truly the one who has been doomed since he was born, so I was practically sitting and biting my lips and nails the whole time. I adored Irian! I mean his name is to die for! Tall, dark, with broad shoulders, silver eyes of Moonlight that stare into your soul, and broody enough to keep you obsessed with him! Absolutely adore Irian! I’m the feather on his shoulder, the ink on his arm!

And the banter between Fia and Irian, oh my goodness! The constant push and pull! The secrets in form of stories and glances and hidden meanings! The flirting and the witty, vivid banter between two people who saw themselves for WHO they were and not WHAT they were, between two equals who saw and embraced their differences and their similarities. It was so beautiful, so soft and tender, and so delightful spicy in all aspects!

They say the plot thickens, and it’s so true in this book. Just when you think you discovered it all, boom, a new plot twist and a new possibility came up! Even when you see something coming, you have no idea how it will be solved and how the story is going to go. And I thought it was brilliant! Another theme of the book is women’s empowerment and how women have been belittled and used as pawns as well as the lengths people will go to in order to gain power. I thought the author weaved these nuances very well and very thoroughly not only with the prose and characterization but also with the plot, as well. Masterful storytelling all in all!

This story may have a toxic found family but it was the purest found soulmate storyline ever!

I absolutely love everything about this book, even the commas! And I’m proud to be the one who coined their ship name: Firian.

If you love dark fairytales, stories about fae, stories about self-love, delightfully witty romance, and a prose that grips your soul, this is it: A Feather So Black.

If you’re still obsessed with Jude and Cardan like me, you must read this book. There’s a new fae romance queen in town, and her name is Lyra Selene, whose name and storytelling are as beautiful as the fae themselves….

An Education in Malice by S.T. Gibson, ARC Review

About the book

Sumptuous and addictive, An Education in Malice is a dark academia tale of blood, secrets and insatiable hungers from Sunday Times bestselling author S.T. Gibson, author of the cult hit A Dowry of Blood.

Deep in the forgotten hills of Massachusetts stands Saint Perpetua’s College. Isolated and ancient, it is not a place for timid girls. Here, secrets are currency, ambition is lifeblood, and strange ceremonies welcome students into the fold.

On her first day of class, Laura Sheridan is thrust into an intense academic rivalry with the beautiful and enigmatic Carmilla. Together, they are drawn into the confidence of their demanding poetry professor, De Lafontaine, who holds her own dark obsession with Carmilla.

But as their rivalry blossoms into something far more delicious, Laura must confront her own strange hungers. Tangled in a sinister game of politics, bloodthirsty professors and dark magic, Laura and Carmilla must decide how much they are willing to sacrifice in their ruthless pursuit of knowledge.

My thoughts

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I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

4.5 stars rounded up! An Education in Malice is another highly compelling and evocative story by S. T. Gibson who never fails to mesmerize us.

I read A Dowry of Blood by S.T. Gibson in 2022, and it truly captured my full attention while I read it. I was and still am enthralled by the author’s seemingly simple but evocative and eloquent storytelling. I decided there and then that I’d read anything by this author, and I requested this title on NetGalley as soon as I saw the author’s name on it. (Ofc I follow the author on Instagram, too, so I knew this was coming! hehe 😈)

An Education in Malice follows Laura and Carmilla and their journey to self-discovery. They held me captive while I read the book. Laura, the plus-sized blond whose intelligence blew my mind, and Carmilla, who desperately wants to belong and be loved and hides it under nonchalance and attitude. They’re two very different heroines but they do have two similarities: love for poetry and high intelligence.

Laura came from a religious and rather enclosed environment. There weren’t many people where she grew up, and yet, she questioned and challenged the religious norms of her community. She discovered her sexual identity but hid it very well and very thoroughly. Not out of shame but because she didn’t want to pursue it? I loved Laura because she dared to go out of her comfort zone, dared to test her limits but it was always about her limits. She never danced to another’s melody. She saw the world around her, evaluated it, and made a decision.

Carmilla came from a neglected home, of a family that didn’t take much care of her, so she grew to take care of herself. Or better said, she grew to live her life on her own. She didn’t see her professor’s manipulations or the wrongness of her relationship with her because all she saw was this facade of a perfect person she wished to become and be close to. But the beauty of character development is when they grow. Towards the end, Carmilla realized how she was manipulated and led to certain situations. She realized that “Nah, this is actually not what I thought it’d be and I don’t like it” and I applauded her for it!

The author is a storytelling marvel, and carries an unprecedented writing voice that leaves emotional and thought-provoking marks behind. I know that I’m going to like the author’s book and that it will challenge my way of thinking.

The plot was good and little surprising given how the characters and setting was. The focus is however the characters and how they evolve given the circumstances. It’s about a journey, not a who does what. And I feel that the author triumphed. Even the professor evolved and grew, made choices she didn’t think she’d make. It’s about female empowerment and female self-discovery in a world that has always enjoyed saying what women should and can do.

I do like more plot in books, but this was character development perfection. A journey to self-discovery like no other under the guidance of an unforgettable prose that demands attention. I’ll never miss a book by this author, and neither should you.

Small Gods of Calamity by Sam Kyung Yoo, ARC Review

About the book

A tightly woven blend of myth, magic, and the ties of a found family.

Ghosts that speak in smoke. Spirits with teeth like glass. A parasitic, soul-eating spirit worm has gone into a feeding frenzy, but all the Jong-ro Police Department’s violent crimes unit sees is a string of suicides.

Except for Kim Han-gil, Seoul’s only spirit detective. He’s seen this before. He’ll do anything to stop another tragedy from happening, even if that means teaming up with Shin Yoonhae, the man Han-gil believes is responsible for the horrifying aftermath of his mother’s last exorcism.

In their debut novella, Sam Kyung Yoo weaves a tale of mystical proportions that’s part crime-thriller, part urban fantasy.

My thoughts

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I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

I couldn’t have started my reading year any better. Small Gods of Calamity is pure perfection!

The novella is mainly told by Han-gil’s pov, but we do have 2 (I think?!) chapters told by Yoonhae’s perspective. Han-gil is an excellent main character to follow. He’s highly intelligent, very resourceful, compassionate, and with some big traumas that keep him up at night. I do love competent characters, and Han-gil embodies that so much. He’s creative and invents new methods and new items all the time, which he definitely deserves so much more credit for. However, he’s being ridiculed and has been the center of many rumors that have tainted his reputation at his job and in the spiritualistic world, ever since his ex-partner stumbled upon an exorcism and hurt himself and Han-gil. I loved how the author portrayed Han-gil as a survivor with scars, both literal and metaphorical. He has nightmares and insecurities that stem from his past, but he still pushes through. He’s kind but not social, and I found that so endearing. He’s trying, okay? Talking to people isn’t that easy lmao.

Did I mention that he’s bi and asexual??? And it’s not the main center of his life, just seamlessly part of his life?

Yoonhae is also a great character, and I wished for more chapters with his perspective. Well, I wish for more chapters of this story, in general, but Yoonhae’s perspective is so different from Han-gil’s. Yoonhae is light and calm, whereas Han-gil has a more intense warmth to him. Yoonhae deals with survivor’s guilt and child’s neglect, which don’t allow him to see how great he truly is and how far he’s come. He’s sorry for bringing so much pain to Han-gil, and even his parents, even though it wasn’t his fault. He’s just so good, you know? Like purely, innocently good.

I loved both Han-gil and Yoonhae so much!! Though, I have to say that I loved everything about this novella a lot. The prose is precise and sharp with a crispiness that I miss a lot in fantasy books. It doesn’t have that flowery prose that oftentimes makes me wonder what the author means lmao. It cuts to the point, and it is compelling. I couldn’t stop reading even if I wanted to, and I certainly didn’t want to! The worldbuilding is lush and fully vivid, and since this is only a novella, it’s very impressive. The author explains about the spiritual world, the ghosts/spirits, and the worm spirit without making it an info dump. We’re provided with all the information we need in the same crispy and precise prose, and I really liked it!

Another important element of the story was Han-gil’s bond with his sister. They have such a deep love and deep understanding of each other that makes everyone in awe of it.

But what I didn’t expect from a novella was the deep nuance and social commentary that came with it. I don’t usually take quotes, but this novella is soo good, and it has resonated with me so much.

“She’s my older sister,” Han-gil says.
Wonshik blinks. “You were in speaking in Japanese, though.”
Han-gil feels incredibly tired. “Yeah, because she’s Japanese. I’m adopted.”

You’d be surprised by how many assumptions people make and how often we are asked to explain our entire lifestory so others can understand it through their assumptions and curiosity. Something similar to the case above even happened when I was on vacation, as if our background is anyone’s business….

“It’s not like it’s Yoonhae’s responsibility to educate him or anything.”

Some people who mean well sometimes believe that it’s the authors’ or other people’s duty to explain and educate them on things they don’t know much about, and while it’s good that they wish to learn it, it’s not others’ job to educate them. Do your research and don’t expect others to do it for you…

I loved this novella so much, and I wish it was a full-length book. It’s become one of my favorite stories, and I already want a dozen fanfiction stories to be written for this. The characters, the prose, the setting (Seoul with a spiritual world!!!!!!), and the social commentary make this novella PERFECT! I loved everything about it. Please buy it!!!

And I definitely need to read anything this author has ever written and will ever write. Sam Kyung Yoo is a talent nobody wants to miss!

You can also check out my Instagram graphic review!